~JoYce♪piZziCato♪~

Back-to-uni…

after my short holiday week….

basically just a simple one last week, errmmm…..

-> yummy food! :p :p, friends, shopping,

swimming …and swimming, driving….short distance :p ,

erm..new specs, drawing, and few little happie thingy…..

lolx even during holiday I use to sleep after 1am..or later…HHHm !…recalling the cockroach incident that happened before my bed time in previous longer holiday…I really hope it will never happen again….(I guess no one ever experienced that… as scary as what I had, not normal cockroach crawling on the floor but….>.<)

hm…yesterday… was asking my roommate about the reason she wakes up early…8am…hm..almost everyday (but she has earlier bedtime than mine) even she doesn’t have morning class that particular day, or during weekend…and lastly came out three conclusions….with repeated clear explanations, lolx…able to write a three thousand words essay…lolx ( sleep early and wake up early sounds the healthiest actually…=D ), haha, but I prefer choosing particular day to wake up that early when I need to, for morning classes and church on Sunday….

ops, thinking about something that made me smirking again, hope it will really happen then….exploring somewhere I’ve never been…if I really have the chance for it, and….at the same time…

thinking about three exams, cyberpreneurship, presentation that all crammed into upcoming week,… hope all preparation can be done successfully this week…. aiks…the last thing is …realising that I forgot to type “preparation for exam” in 2nd sentence~ haha.. >.< did study during holiday for shiken k…lolx…

We can learn that other people might view things differently from the way we see them. They may feel things or fail to see how our views on a matter. People may interpret things from what they think and hear….so…just being yourself and follow what you think is correct.

-Had a chat with roommate about the matter, comparing to what she said as she had experienced, I think I won’t keep my feelings until similar things happen continuously and…burst out at once…will totally recovered after telling friends or family …or over serious matter…crying out~

For another things that I heard just after the previous matter, I have no idea why that particular person believe what was heard, something that is never exist on me, however get to know the reason behind about it the next day, what I need to say is…do not judge people before you know them…

No one has the right to judge someone else’s life…can’t possibly know how someone thinks, feels or what their experiences are without knowing them first.

If is normal to have some thoughts about someone when you first see them ,its in our instincts but should keep in mind that we do this and know might be wrong, and be willing to change your first thoughts about somenone then.

Don’t spend time judging people,

judge yourself~

Finally… messenger and friendster ‘recovered’, something in my lappie has been obstructing me to use it since this new semester…

first week of this semester was….very boring, no Internet connection, till I helped my roommate decorating her polystyrene board, swept and mopped the floor many times, dreaming, re-arranged stuff in my room ~lolx.

Nothing in particular to write actually, hrm…this semester basically has pretty much difference compared to previous semester but hardly figure out one by one and expect anything….

Presentations, assignments, quizzes, exams, are still unavoidable~lolx >.<

-J-o-u-r-n-e-y-

-Angela Zhang-

It’s a long long journey
Till i know where i’m supposed to be
It’s a long long journey
And i don’t know if i can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that i must hide
It’s a long long journey
Till i find my way home to you
Many days i’ve spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what’s my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know i will falter i know i will cry
I know you’ll be standing by my side
It’s a long long journey
And i need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don’t even know why
I do the things i do
When pride builds me up till i can’t see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
Cause it’s a long long journey
Till i feel that i am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
Cause it’s a long long journey
Till i find my way home to you, to you

Not blaming anyone….

something unexpected….was just happened in few seconds…

from opportunity given..till things came out unsatisfying….

dissapointment..owing to the fact that this was totally unexpected…

If…

……………………………………….

No doubt that when you worked hard for something …did well….or even get a single compliment …the happiness is undescribable…

It slightly…made me lose interest in whatever was played, but not those nice melodies and those in church……

for the question appeared last week,

I have no idea that to whom i shall listen to…

maybe I will change my mind of what I thought,

maybe…..

The pop up question of this month…I have seen examples and answers for the similar questions that come across my mind and being asked recently. Unsurprisingly, to the few answers I heard…I’ve no idea why people think in that way, although it is not a commonly-asked question but everyone will respond to it differently from what they think about the matter…it is not that easy. lol

I am glad to have someone whom I feel comfortable with to share my problems to…a friend of mine who facing the same situation and treating it in a similar way…

hmm…for the competition on coming Thursday, I didn’t think much of joining it when lecturer mentioned it in class… til I met her in campus when I was going to class (was blur and went to wrong building… :p )… I didn’t know what she going to tell me until she took out the application form…argh…*eyes opened like a goldfish…lol

I think I might get the same feeling as performing or participating in a competition as what I experienced before…just received a message that coming Monday which suppose to be rehearsal for the competition…has now become an audition due to too many entries…sounds scary, have to get through audition before the Thursday competition, hardly imagine what will going to happen then, feeling nervous and shaking hands and legs? ( had shaking legs when singing during drama presentation..haha ) pray that everything will be ok…

hehe…upcoming long yasumi…holiday, is something that made me smirking…yay…

Memory… is the diary that we all carry about with us… 

and is everyone’s own private literature.

we do not remember days;

we remember moments…

and for those things that were hard to bear …

are sweet to remember…

Life may be a rough biography

but….

memories…

smooth out the edges.

In the book of life, the answers aren’t in the back….

And life… .

is just simply the sum of all our choices….

or is just like daily pop quizzes….

-Life is simple, its just not easy-

December… malls and shops are decorated with lovely shinny ornaments and colourful lights; Christmas season, an annual holiday that celebrates the birth of Jesus is around the corner~ウレシイ~. I still remember the very first time I met a Santa Claus face to face is when my dad holding me in his hands, suddenly someone tapping my shoulder from the back, turning back …the person who appeared in front of my eyes was Santa! haha…he gave me candy..merry lollipops? lol;)

As usual…every year, I will decorate christmas tree with my family members…these few years my christmas tree is not growing ‘taller’ anymore,ha, as the tree bought is already big and nice…with loads of lovely ornaments to put on it, and colourful lights too…span>

Besides decorating christmas tree, i love singing and playing those christmas songs…hm…such as ‘angels we have heard on high’,'it came upon the midnight clear’, ‘mary’s boy child’ and many other songs..

The historic record of the birth of Christ can be found in Matthew 1:18-25 and Luke 2:1-20.Unlike any other baby, the one born that night in Bethlehem was unique in all of history. He had a heavenly pre-existence (John 1:1-3, 14). He is God, the Son—Creator of the universe(Philippians 2:5-11). "This is how God showed His love among us: He sent His one and only Son into the world that we might live through Him. This is love: not that we loved God, but that He loved us and sent His Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins" (1 John 4:9-10).

Merry Christmas~

Before eleven o’clock, yesterday night, the earliest bedtime I have ever had since my university life started, my brain can’t function well after the examination,  perhaps i was too tired after sitting for four hours of examination ; the subject which i have least confidence in was finally over!

I can’t wait for my ‘yasumi’ straight after the examination, news received on Sunday night surprised me and made me smirking, nice holiday coming soon~  よかったね!!!

mm..found some nice music scores online today…can’t wait to practise them at home or place I usually go…heiz, today is a dull + dizzy day for me, maybe I did not eat well today…craving for those yummy ‘oishii’ meal prepared at home.hehe..

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